So many of us want to call ourselves Lightworkers, yet the most important aspect of Being such is in the ability to listen to our Soul, to resonate with it, to shine our radiance outward from within without debris from our human aspect in the way.   Our Truth exists only within our Soul yet our outer form can create deceptions, distortions, and non-truths.  Within our Soul resides the meaning and purpose of our existence in human form.  Our Truth is not in our personality.  It is not in our human perception of reality.  It is not in our ego mind.

 

We cannot be a Lightworker for others until we can fully stand in Light with our Self.   Fully stand, free of all the debris that stains and discolors our Light within.  Until this debris is cleansed it is difficult to know the Truth of our Soul because the debris distorts that Truth.

 

When you can listen and act upon the callings deep within your Being, within you Soul, then you can call yourself a Lightworker.  But let it be known, this is not a label that you place upon your self as a signpost to others declaring you are greater than, or more filled with Light.  It simply means you are willing to listen to and follow the desires of your Soul over all else, no matter what the consequence. 

 

When we pass from this lifetime and leave this body we will not know blame, sadness, pain and suffering.  These human experiences will be our gifts to take throughout the journey of our Soul’s continued evolvement.  We will feel love and gratitude for all the experiences that brought us challenge within this lifetime, for we will understand that it was exactly as we planned it for our Soul’s growth and evolvement.  We will understand that our dearest soulmates were contracted by US to help with our evolvement.  Some of those contracts may have seemed ruthless and cruel during our human experience, yet we will feel much gratitude toward those loved ones for fulfilling the contracts we chose.

 

Those of you who know me well, know that I have always made it my highest priority to follow the callings of my Soul and Spirit Guides.  Although I feel a sense of sadness for those that are stretched and challenged by my actions, I cannot feel responsible for their reactions.  If we fall into this trap, we limit our ability to move forward spiritually.  We create reasons why we should listen to our mind instead of our Soul.  These challenges present themselves as a test of our ability to stand in the Light, to listen to our Soul over our ego mind and to become true Lightworkers.

 

Jody Howard

"First of all, the New Energy IS and that is all really, that you can say about it. Because the so-called New Energy is non-definable in itself, It is experiential, just like GOD, I Am! But what you can talk about, however, is the effects of the New Energy, and how you experience them in your reality vs. the experience of the Old Energy. And that information is very valuable to share. The New Energy is very fast and very easy to work with, yet fairly frustrating for the mind, which wants everything to be structured and "as usual". The mind is frustrated because the New Energy is completely unpredictable. It does not obey or follow the mind, it follows the Spirit, so to say. So if you focus upon something you want to create, let's say a red pencil, you may end up with getting a blue pen.

The nature of the New Energy is that it manifests in your life in the perfect amount, at the perfect time and in the perfect way - because it is your Self creating it and making it happen. So even though the mind wants it in one way at that specific time - it may come completely different. So there is indeed the element of TRUST IN SELF that is required to be able to move into New Energy.

Trust and allowing. Stepping out of the way, instead of sabotaging your own creations, which always will be perfect when you do not control or fear!

OLD ENERGY vs. NEW ENERGY Keywords.

Definable/Undefinable, Dualistic/Expansive, Contained/Free, Conservation/Renewal, Limited/Unlimited Predictable/Unpredictable, Effort/Effortless, Complicated/Simple, Earn/Receive, Process/Accept, Doubt/Trust, Confusion/Clarity, Results/Experience, Constriction/Flexibility, Analysis/Awareness, Problems/Potentials, Skepticism/Curiosity, Force/Flow, Resistance/Allowing, Boring/Fun!

New Energy is not vibrational like Old Energy. It is expansional. It expands in all directions and dimensions simultaneously. It is nearly impossible to compare New Energy to Old Energy. They are totally different in nearly every respect. New Energy can be integrated into Old Energy reality. They don't have to be independent or separate. But because our Old Energy consciousness cannot define the New Energy, it will perceive the New Energy bubbles of consciousness coming in to be an intrusion, which tends to create resistance and panic in the mind. New Energy is like that. It is coming into your reality like a type of energy potential bubbles. These bubbles are all around you right now. Many times you are not aware of them, but you feel them. You feel something different and strange. You are not sure what it is. It is the New Energy's Divine Consciousness. It is New Energy.

In the Old Energy the human mind wants answers. Human consciousness always wants answers. The New Energy is not answers. There are no answers, because New Energy represents pure potentials. And a pure potential doesn't have to define itself as a singular answer, as a singular truth, but as many, many layers and potentials. So while the old human mind searches for an answer to a problem, sometimes very desperately or in great frustration, the New Energy comes to you, sometimes unseen and unknown, as potentials. You could start by erasing the word "answer" from your vocabulary and allow the consciousness of potentials to begin flowing in.

The human psyche right now cannot deal very well with things that are undefined. The mind has a neat little compartment system for all things, like feelings and thoughts and energy. But can you be so free that you can move the focus from mind into heart, and begin living from that place of no-definition - with TRUST IN YOUR SELF.

The human wants to know that there is a right and a wrong, a good and a bad, up and down. It wants to put a type of value judgment on nearly everything in life. In the New Energy living, there is none of that! It can't be defined in those terms. Perhaps the best way to say it is, that "It just is", without a value. Perhaps it is just experience, energy, consciousness. The human mind desperately tries to stay in these moral parameters of right and wrong as a way of keeping on track. But in the New Energy, there is no need of placing these kinds of limitations on yourself. They are indeed judgments. They are indeed a type of prison.

How the New Energy works.

It is all about being yourself in this Now moment, being present within You, loving You, allowing You. The New Energy source is the Self, the I Am Presence! So by allowing the I Am or Higher Self to be in control, instead of the Human Self, the New Energy can come in to Be and Do - for You!

Tobias states:

"In the Old Energy human consciousness there was a propensity to make things very difficult and complex. It served a purpose because it allowed your consciousness to find how deep it could go, how confused it could get, how lost it could be. In the New Energy there is a brilliant simplicity to everything. The New Energy doesn't have to discover depths anymore, because it knows everything has infinite depth, but yet infinite simplicity. It seems like a contradiction in terms, but in the New Energy most things Old Energy are indeed a contradiction of terms."

New Energy is purely experiential, it doesn't work very well trying to define it. Just feel it. It is a natural source of unlimited potentials. It is a source of unlimited and free energy.

New Energy is without structure, but yet it can apply itself into current forms, into current consciousness, and enhance them. But as New Energy comes into current concepts and actually even into physical reality and physical structures, it will seem to be or appear to be that the New Energy actually destroys the old concept or the old structure. It seems to annihilate it. But when you look again or feel again closer, you will understand it hasn't done that at all. It was just an illusion.

It has redefined the consciousness of the Old Energy human. It has allowed that to expand and release its old structures and limitations into a free expression. So when you see things in your own life seeming to fall apart in front of you, it is actually not doing that at all. It is just redefining itself in an undefined and free way. Again, it is all going to seem to be contradiction, but it is not.

New Energy has no need for comfort. It is about expanding and evolving, experiencing and playing, because there is no right or wrong, good or bad, pain or comfort. It is just consciousness.

An excercise in applying the New Energy.

Take a situation in your life, that involves another person. Feel that other person's energy. Don't just imagine, but really allow the sensation, the deep feeling of that person. Maybe it is a spouse or especially an ex-spouse, a sibling, or anybody that you have been having some challenges or problems with. Like two sheep ramming their heads, you have been trying to figure things out in your mind, going in circles, running in a maze, trying to work things out between you both in an Old Energy way.

Obviously when you ram two things into each other, what do they do? They get bigger, they get more stubborn, and they get more sensitive.

So take that one situation that you have with another - feel the energy of this situation. Maybe it is not a comfortable feeling, but just let yourself feel it. Allow it. Feel what it is doing to your mind and your emotions and your body.

Now, allow the New Energy to come into this situation. Maybe your mind goes: "But if I allow New Energy into this old difficult situation, what is going to happen? Is it giving me an unfair advantage? Is it going to actually resolve the issue?" Perhaps you have been having fun playing with it for too long of a time. Will the other person win? Will they be the ones who benefit from this rather than you?

Well, just let yourself experience it now. Let the New Energy into you and into the situation. Don't try to figure it out. Don't try to manipulate it! Just breathe it in.

And now watch and observe what happens. Watch what happens later today, or in the next few days in particular with this person. Stand behind the "short wall" and understand that the New Energy comes in right now, because you have called on it! You have allowed it. See and observe how it works.

Let go of the expectations of what you think the outcome should be. Don't let yourself get caught up in the chaos or drama or fear. Just observe. You are going to have a brilliant triumphant discovery of how New Energy – your New Energy in consciousness – comes into play. Again, no expectations now of what the outcome should be. Just observe.

And if you, like myself, find it difficult sometimes to actually find the peace within to actually even focus on the forgiveness, go into nature, take some breathing time, and then do the excercise. I can say from my own experience - IT WORKS - the results are so gracious and so full of life and love and freedom, for all parts!

Keep it Simple.

Old Energy involves complicated processes, which usually takes alot of forcing of energy, manipulation and struggle. The key to working with the New Energy is to keep it simple. There is a grace and a flow to the New Energy that cannot be made complicated, because if it becomes complicated the New Energy will withdraw and wait.

You will never figure New Energy out, but just know it when you experience it. In the Now moment. It will never repeat itself, but always be new and different. When you call upon New Energy into a situation, do some breathing, 3-4 deep breaths, invite it in, and simply let it do as it wants to, knowing and trusting that it will be perfect!

Make Conscious Choices and stand back so they can perform before you on the stage of your Life. Remember the New Energy is not dualistic, it is not even the opposite of Old Energy. It is totally New. Divine Energy.

New Energy is created by our Divine Higher Selves, which means, it does not come from any other outside Source. It comes through us when we acknowledge ourselves as Conscious Creators, when we make clear choices, and when we allow the surrender of the reins and simply stand back. When we allow our Joy, Passion and True Self to be on stage in our lives - the New Energy flows naturally in. Until then, it simply waits in a stand-by position.

The New Energy, when being called into action, is not a linear manifestation, and will not come as you expect or hope, causing sometimes great frustration in the mind and anger in the emotions. The New Energy expands in all directions at the same time. It moves in and out of dimensions very fluidly and quickly. And the creations we call upon are also changing and expanding all the time in a fluid way. The Lemurian way, as the say: Hey!"

by Bryan Anderson,
Teacher of New Consciousness.

 

Hurricane Ike and Spirituality

 

We suspect most have seen lots of news coverage leading up to Hurricane Ike coming ashore in Galveston and then playing havoc with much of the area surrounding Houston and beyond.  We left Houston at noon on Sunday after cleaning up what we could and emptying the refrigerator of food.  The upper limbs of a tall mimosa tree rested on our roof without damage.  Currently we are staying at a lodge on the eastern shore of Lake Buchanan north of Austin, TX safe and sound.

 

The energy of Hurricane Ike was with us well before it came ashore the evening of the 12^th.  On the 11^th, its energy was very masculine so we merged with to bring more balance into what came ashore.   At no time did we feel any animosity or threat of retribution coming from Ike for the Texas coast and its inhabitants.  Hurricane Ike was nothing more than a part of the Life Force of nature with a very high intensity.  Our sense was that its frequency increased as it came more into balance.  This left us comfortable with staying to ride it out in our home.  We also sensed its energies were an essential part of our own frequencies and spiritual growth.

 

Experiencing a deep oneness with it over the night it came ashore allowed us to sleep peacefully through much of its passage over Galveston, Houston and our home until the mimosa landed on our bedroom roof about 4AM.  This was about the time the eye of the hurricane moved over Houston.  The moaning of the chimney and windows and small stuff hitting the house after that challenged our ability to stay present to Oneness with All and Hurricane Ike.  It required conscious effort to keep moving back into being present to the Now as well as being One with All. 

 

We had anticipated being without power for only a day or so.   When it became evident Saturday evening that it would be one to three weeks before power, groceries and gas distribution was back we started looking into where to go on Sunday.   As we cleaned up the yard and chatted with neighbors we became present to the energies of desperation and chaotic thought in the area.  Even though we felt physically safe, there was also a sense that we needed to be near water away from the chaotic emotional energies building in Houston.  

 

It is interesting to feel now that our spiritual service in the case of Houston and Ike is being best served by our being where we can maintain our own Light as fully present to Now and Being Love.   This points to the need to further clear attachments of the very old paradigm of having one’s worth be given by giving away your own life force.  We know this as the condition for many lightworkers and healers who are still trying to release the bodhisattva vow from other lifetimes.  It also arises from the 3^rd dimensional separation consciousness which has everyone feeding off of others in their life in the fear based need of attachments.  We saw neighbors who had never talked in months or years, coming together out of this fear, feeling safe by connecting, when it was just reinforcing and generating more of the same fears and feeling of lack.

 

We realized as we were driving out of town on Sunday, feeling as though we were freeing ourselves of the chaos and fear trying to fuse itself into us from others, there were many trying to return home.  They were being drawn back to a place where there was no food, no gas and many had no homes.  Traffic on the major interstate was like a parking lot, for up to 60 miles outside of Houston.  As we see it, these people were feeling drawn back to their possessions, even lack of possessions, as they feel those ‘things’ are a representation of who they are.  Our stuff then becomes our label, our identity.  Much of the fear was manifested within the loss and feeling of lack. 

 

We understand these misfortunes and catastrophic events will continue and are part of the great shift.  As Lightworkers we must stay present to the fact that they do not have to be part of our reality.  They are part of the world in which we live, but they do not have to be ours. 

 

Now we are in a beautifully dry place next to a lovely lake, yet the locals are suffering from a yearlong drought.   They did not even have wildflowers this spring.  They prayed Ike would bring them water.  This shows us no matter where you are, you can see destruction, lack and fear or you can see paradise.   It’s always our choice.  It is up to each of us to create paradise within us so that we can live in paradise outside of us.  We must decide what we choose to see and to experience.  It is up to us to own our experience of life as our personal creation.

 

Blessed IS,

Jody & Jeremiah

Hurricane Ike and Spirituality

 

We suspect most have seen lots of news coverage leading up to Hurricane Ike coming ashore in Galveston and then playing havoc with much of the area surrounding Houston and beyond.  We left Houston at noon on Sunday after cleaning up what we could and emptying the refrigerator of food.  The upper limbs of a tall mimosa tree rested on our roof without damage.  Currently we are staying at a lodge on the eastern shore of Lake Buchanan north of Austin, TX safe and sound.

 

The energy of Hurricane Ike was with us well before it came ashore the evening of the 12^th.  On the 11^th, its energy was very masculine so we merged with to bring more balance into what came ashore.   At no time did we feel any animosity or threat of retribution coming from Ike for the Texas coast and its inhabitants.  Hurricane Ike was nothing more than a part of the Life Force of nature with a very high intensity.  Our sense was that its frequency increased as it came more into balance.  This left us comfortable with staying to ride it out in our home.  We also sensed its energies were an essential part of our own frequencies and spiritual growth.

 

Experiencing a deep oneness with it over the night it came ashore allowed us to sleep peacefully through much of its passage over Galveston, Houston and our home until the mimosa landed on our bedroom roof about 4AM.  This was about the time the eye of the hurricane moved over Houston.  The moaning of the chimney and windows and small stuff hitting the house after that challenged our ability to stay present to Oneness with All and Hurricane Ike.  It required conscious effort to keep moving back into being present to the Now as well as being One with All. 

 

We had anticipated being without power for only a day or so.   When it became evident Saturday evening that it would be one to three weeks before power, groceries and gas distribution was back we started looking into where to go on Sunday.   As we cleaned up the yard and chatted with neighbors we became present to the energies of desperation and chaotic thought in the area.  Even though we felt physically safe, there was also a sense that we needed to be near water away from the chaotic emotional energies building in Houston.  

 

It is interesting to feel now that our spiritual service in the case of Houston and Ike is being best served by our being where we can maintain our own Light as fully present to Now and Being Love.   This points to the need to further clear attachments of the very old paradigm of having one’s worth be given by giving away your own life force.  We know this as the condition for many lightworkers and healers who are still trying to release the bodhisattva vow from other lifetimes.  It also arises from the 3^rd dimensional separation consciousness which has everyone feeding off of others in their life in the fear based need of attachments.  We saw neighbors who had never talked in months or years, coming together out of this fear, feeling safe by connecting, when it was just reinforcing and generating more of the same fears and feeling of lack.

 

We realized as we were driving out of town on Sunday, feeling as though we were freeing ourselves of the chaos and fear trying to fuse itself into us from others, there were many trying to return home.  They were being drawn back to a place where there was no food, no gas and many had no homes.  Traffic on the major interstate was like a parking lot, for up to 60 miles outside of Houston.  As we see it, these people were feeling drawn back to their possessions, even lack of possessions, as they feel those ‘things’ are a representation of who they are.  Our stuff then becomes our label, our identity.  Much of the fear was manifested within the loss and feeling of lack. 

 

We understand these misfortunes and catastrophic events will continue and are part of the great shift.  As Lightworkers we must stay present to the fact that they do not have to be part of our reality.  They are part of the world in which we live, but they do not have to be ours. 

 

Now we are in a beautifully dry place next to a lovely lake, yet the locals are suffering from a yearlong drought.   They did not even have wildflowers this spring.  They prayed Ike would bring them water.  This shows us no matter where you are, you can see destruction, lack and fear or you can see paradise.   It’s always our choice.  It is up to each of us to create paradise within us so that we can live in paradise outside of us.  We must decide what we choose to see and to experience.  It is up to us to own our experience of life as our personal creation.

 

Blessed IS,

Jody & Jeremiah

One thing we have been seeing is many, many twins are finding each other right now.  On the other hand, many of them are splitting up because one or both are not cleared of blocks, issues and attachments.  Their unclear bodies are bringing up many issues in the relationship.  The issues are becoming impossible for them to deal with.  The issues are distorting their reality, creating false illusions of their merging.  They can't deal with it and split up.  We have only been living together for 3-1/2 months and we've hit some really rough times.  Fortunately we  were receiving new information and understanding it, regarding releasing blocks, issues and attachments. This is why we are teaching about this now.  Our own experience can help others understand the depth of the Twin Flame relationship.  There have been at least 4 couples we know who claim to have been twins that split up.  So far we have not met any true twins that are still together and actively working in sacred service. 

Twins do not always have a romantic relationship, in fact very few will.  Most people will not meet their twin flame in this lifetime.  Many people have a fantasy about meeting their Twin Flame and having the most romantic, fairy tale relationship ever imagined.  This is not at all the Divine Purpose of Twins.  If you have really met your twin flame you better prepare yourself for a lot of hard work, both within your relationship and within the universe.

Twins will often be the same gender or even related.  They always feel extremely connected and can't imagine life without the other.  This is because they came from the same soul.  When they first meet they feel as though the other one makes them 'whole' and that is exactly what is happening.  The two coming together are creating One again.  Generally twins do not both come into a body at the same time.  Usually one stays in spirit to guide the other.  IF they both come into body at the same time, nothing will be able to stop them coming together, but it will take dedication to doing personal clearing work to keep them together.  The feelings they will have for each other, usually immediately upon meeting, can cause a lot of confusion.   It can turn your world upside down.  The draw is so strong that many have ended marriages, changed geographical location, moved away from family and friends, quit jobs... only to find the relationship did not last long.  When they split, it is extremely heart wrenching and difficult, often resulting in despair, confusion and deep depression.  This is because they know their souls want to be together, yet they don't know how to work it out.

Twins always have a great sacred service planned for their connection in body.  The would not choose to connect without a Higher Purpose to their union.  There is usually at least 15 years age difference between them.  Many who are coming together now are doing so in order to fully merge back into oneness after they pass from this life.  That is what Jeremiah and I will be doing.  This means they must connect and merge while embodied.  For us this merging has been quite an adjustment as well.  It feels as though you surrender everything you've ever known yourself to be and step into a void of nothingness.  As the merging process begins the feeling can be a little overwhelming and scary. 

I hear of so many people 'looking for their twin flame'.    I hope this helps to explain the depth of Twin Flame relationships. 

 

I had the most wonderful experience during the lunar eclipse of February 20, 2008. At that moment, when the sun, moon and earth were in total alignment, the energy was amazing. I connected to the Great Central Sun and Moon, brought them through the moon and sun in our solar system, through Mother Earth's core and my body.

What appeared to me was total alignment, a straight line of energy, a picture of the lens, the Creational Womb. I was instructed to manifest, set intentions, and Create. It was a very powerful time. I used the time for personal as well as global and universal manifestations.  The energy became more and more intense as I listed my intentions.  My head was tingling and my body felt as though I was floating.  There was a strong sense of connection to All.  My heart continued to open wider and wider, dancing, splashing, overflowing, with Love and Gratitude for All and for Creation.

When I was done with my meditation I heard, "Look Up Dear One". I opened my eyes, looked up, and almost started crying.  There, before my eyes, were hundreds, maybe thousands, of sacred geometry. They were everywhere, some moving, some twinkling, some large, some small. At that moment sparkles appeared everywhere... silver, blue, red, orange, gold, green, purple and white. It was such a blessing and gift!!   I was overcome with Joy and Passion and these emotions now merged with the Love and Gratitude I was already feeling.  I felt light headed and energetically ‘buzzed'.  I heard the words, "And so it is", which I knew were a response to my manifestations and intentions.

At that moment Angels and Fairies where all around me. Beautiful Spirit Beings were swooshing past me, some gently touching my skin as they passed, all sending intense feelings of love and gratitude through my heart.  I was covered in goose bumps and remained still for a long time, taking in the glory, the bliss and the comfort of knowing ‘We are always cared for, honored, respected and greatly loved'. 

I am surprised more people did not realize the great blessing and power of that moment... that alignment and 'opening' for us to Create and receive.  To me, it felt like a great portal was opened, our personal portal, for Creating our unique and personal version of Paradise on Earth. 

 

My, my, what a day this is and what a night is was... truly the most awesome energetic two days of my life... so far.  

The later it got last night the more energy buzz I was having.  Energy was rushing through me, taking my breath away and covering me in goose bumps.  Finally I made myself go to bed, layng in a tornado of colors, swirling around me, through me.  I've been in a spiral of energy before but this time my body was not moving with the spiral motion. I was simply watching it spin and swirl, feeling it.   I began to lift up, body and all, becoming weightless and full of Light.  I could feel the Light bursting out of my body, expanding farther than I could see.  Somewhere in this bliss I drifted off into slumber.

I woke up to the sound of the phone, and startled, I jumped out of bed but my feet didn't hit the floor.  I almost fell over and then I walked right into the wall (which I swear was not there a minute ago).  I think, "Where am I, what is going on, where's my phone, who's house is this, what is going on"? 

Getting grounded, and a cup of coffee, I connect to the feel of intense energy surging through my body.  Whew, I have never felt that much energy before.  My face felt numb, my whole body felt numb, but on the inside, and in my energy body, I felt very much alive and buzzing with energy. 

I felt the energy coming up, and moving through my body, tickling every cell and tissue of my physical body as well as charging my entire energy body.  When the energy reached my heart, WOW!!  My heart was beating so fast I had trouble catching my breath at times. 

On up the energy goes, through my head and then it bursts out the top of my head like water in a fountain, leaving tingly sparks on the crown chakra.  Up it goes a foot or two and then it splashes down again.

As it washes back down through my energy body it feels like warm hands caressing my skin, shooting pleasure and excitement into my full Being.  It makes me giggle with delight and squirm from the prickly, tickly sensation to my skin and physical body.   Sparkles of light are dancing before me, red, yellow, blue, orange, green and purple.  Angels and Fairies are swirling past, as if caught up in the energy and celebrating in the glory of ALL..

On and on it goes, up, out and back down again, with no pause.  A beautiful rainbow fountain, washing over and over again, awakening and stimulating all that is physical and energetic.  This is a full 'body' experience for sure.  This is the magnificence of this universe!

A door opens and I eagerly rise to enter that space of Divine Being.  The density of my body is lightened.  The radiance within me is intensified.  The joy within me is bubbling with excitement.  The abundance of pleasure both spiritual and physical catches my breath.  Passion becomes me, all of me.  Love and gratitude radiate outward, on and on and on. 

Ahhh, what a tantilizing, magical, blessed day this is.  Thank you, New Moon!

 

I sit now with my back against my Healing Tree as I write this message for him, from him.   I am honored and delighted to write on his behalf as I know this message is for me as well as for all who are drawn to reading it.

As a child I was very shy and withdrawn from people, but I constantly communicated with my best friends... the Angels, animals, trees and plants.  Yes, I heard them speak to me in a voice just like a humans.  They could make me laugh when I was sad, comfort me when I was scared, entertain me when I was bored, and teach me when I needed wisdom.

Living in the woods now, I have hundreds of trees around me.  Each one has its own energy vibration and frequency.  Some are high pitched, some low pitched, but each one specifically and individually unique in its own way.  They also carry a distinct vibration as either a wise elder, mature adult, teenager, or child.  This has no correlation to their physical size.  This is a vibration that remains with them as they age.  It IS them.

Each tree wants, and needs, our attention, respect and love.  They call out to me as I walk by when they want my attention or simply need to say ‘hi'.  They feel sad if I don't visit them for long periods of time and they feel honored, blessed and useful when I allow them to help me in any way. 

Working through some issues today, and coming out of a trance dance, I heard the call of my Healing Tree say, "Come to me Dear One, let me help you release your pain and suffering'.  I quickly went to the tree and wrapped my arms around him.  I heard his bold, low tone begin to rise to a higher pitch.  As I held him, expressing my gratitude and love for his reaching out to me, I heard the pitch begin to rise and fall... low and then high, as if he were singing me a song, a song of love, peace, joy, and healing.  Instantly it brought me to tears and I felt an intense draw of negative energy release from my body.  He knew I needed healing and he felt a strong desire to give it to me. 

He thinks ‘he' needs me when it is "I" that needed him. 

From the moment I met this tree, the day we first looked at buying the house, I felt his power, wisdom and compassion.  There is a nearby tree that gets a little jealous of our bond.  She carries a feminine energy, a high pitched frequency, and she is playful and young.  I must give her attention when I spend time with him so she feels useful and needed.  Even though she is ‘young' she is very tall, almost as tall as the healing tree.  I am told that she was born much later than he, yet it is his energy that has made her so large, so quickly.  He has been happily feeding her energy since her birth.  He loves to give her energy as much as he loves to give me energy.  It is not a burden or exhausting task for him.  He loves her dearly, and when he feeds her, he feeds himself.  His loving energy expressed toward her comes back to him in the form of love and gratitude.  This increases his own energy, a gift from her.

Today, he reminds me of this ‘gift' because we humans tend to forget this is also true for us.  When we express pure, true, and unconditional love for another we are not only feeding them, we are feeding our Self.  It is only when we hold conditions to the love we give that we are not receiving the gift in return. 

As I sit on the ground next to my tree it creates a circle of energy between us.  You too, can feel this with all trees and plants.  I used to sit for hours as a child, leaning against a tree, watching the birds busily fly overhead and looking for pictures in the clouds.  I knew it felt good but I never understood the circular energy movement.  The energy comes from the tree into me and out the front of my body.  Then in circles back into my body and on into the tree, creating a constant circle of energy between us.  To bask in this energy is marvelous and at this moment, I feel all the negativity being drawn out of my entire Being.  It comes out like little sparks, gently breaking free of my emotional, mental, spiritual and physical Being.  As the spiral leaves me and goes back in the tree, the energy is filtered and recharged before it re-enters me as pure white love and light... and the circle continues until I leave.

When I first realized this process I thought "The poor tree is taking on all my crap, I hope it doesn't harm the tree!"  Ths is not the case.  The tree tells me he holds none of it.  He is would not even be capable of doing so, if he chose to.  He has an endless and constant supply of only pure, white, Source energy.  He holds no negativity, unlike humans.  He will never tire of being in service to me because I am feeding him.  As I feel better, he feels my elated love and gratitude, which is his deepest desire. 

Right now his frequency is very high pitched and loud, telling me of his deep joy and gratitude toward me.  He is excited to know others will soon learn of the beneficial, and much needed, energy exchanges between man and all of nature.  Maybe it is time for you to experience this great gift of nature.  Once you understand this, you can understand how the same energy flow between two people can do the same thing. 

 

My Encounter with Anastasia

September 28, 2007

I was reading the first book of The Ringing Cedars series, only about 40 pages into it.   As my eyes followed the words, Anastasia's face appeared.  (The books are written about her true story.)  Her face was clear, precise and detailed yet she was not in human form.  She was smiling, looking directly into my eyes.  I was mesmerized and felt frozen in my physical form, however in spirit, energy and emotion I was swirling with sensations. 

Her energy was brilliant and breath-taking, starting out gently and tenderly and then becoming stronger and stronger.  My heartbeats were banging loudly in my inner ear and the frequencies I heard were the highest pitch ever experienced before.  My heartbeat took up a rhythm as if in a drumming ceremony... speaking to my soul with each beat.

Anastasia began doing energy work on me, each spot she moved to receiving a burst of energy that seemed to blast open and clear everything in the area.  My body started to shake, almost violently at one point but I was looking at it and not feeling it physically.  It shook and shook and shook yet I was not attached to it.  When she got to my heart it felt as if she was firmly but gently pulling, stretching it open wider and wider.  I wondered how wide she was going to make it and if it was going to begin to hurt but it never ‘hurt'... it felt intensely pulled and stretched in a wonderful way, much like when you stretch your body in bed soon after waking up.  I am not sure exactly how long she worked on me but it very well could have been 30 minutes.  There wasn't a spot on my body that was let untouched by her energy.

Once my heart was open she began sending a beam of Light energy into it.  It felt as though she was cradling my energy body.  She was soothing, nurturing, comforting ever so gently and sweetly.  I felt like a newborn baby in the arms of its mother.  I was overcome with emotion and happy tears streamed down my face.  I was overflowing with love and gratitude and emotionally expressed this outward toward her, in return.

This is when she said, "You're welcome blessed one.  I love you too. We are one.  I am you and you are me.  You are my sister.  We are one with all things.  Our hearts are one and you share the joys and love of nature as I do.  I am with you now and will always be with you.  Just call me to your side and I shall be there instantly".

I was stumbling and stammering over my thoughts, feelings, and words at this time... trying to express my amazement at how she was able to hear my words through my emotion, how she was able to come to me, talk to me... and as I tried to gather these words together in my state of utter ‘awe', she answered before I could do so.  From there we communicated for a long time.  Her words sounded different than the way I channel the Angels, Archangels, Ascended Masters and others in spirit.  Her words sounded like I was speaking to a physical form human being yet they were so soft, tender, and musical.  At times I was listening to the music of the words more than the words themselves.  It is a sound my soul remembers from the spirit world, similar but quite different from the Angels music.  The music the Angels play inside me when I dance in silence. 

At this point she urged me to send an email to a friend.  She was giggling and dancing around me, telling me it was most important to do so.   As I typed the email with the words she chose, my fingers seemed disconnected from my body and thought.  Anastasia gently stroked the back of my hair the entire time, still cradling my energy as well.  When I finished typing she smiled and expressed her gratitude.  She said she will be visiting this friend soon... and there was a most mischievous look on her face.  Her energy shifted in me at that point and I knew what the look meant!  I was giggling after that.

I went back outside and we spoke of many things, love, life, purpose, fulfillment, honor respect, nature, animals, communication and more.  She continued to cradle me the entire time until at one point, I felt her presence enter into my body and become one with me... or I became one within her body... I'm not sure and it doesn't matter.  The sensation of my physical body at this time is difficult to explain.  My skin felt numb and tingly, assorted areas of my body were having muscle spasms but again I was not bothered physically by them.  The areas were changing as new areas went into spasm. 

For a long time I was standing still, frozen again, thoughtless, motionless, eyes not moving.  I knew I was supposed to stay this way for some reason.  It would have been impossible for me to move even if I wanted to.  This may have been going on for 10 minutes, maybe more, I'm not sure exactly... but it was blissful. 

I asked her if she would show me her home.  She said, "You are already here.  Open your eyes to seeing it and it WILL BE".  I saw it then and I was there.  I felt the grasses on the bottom of my feet, I breathed in the sweet aromas, and took in the beauty all around me.  It was a magical place that felt like home to every part of my being.   I swirled around with my arms raised up in thanks and love for the moment.

I then came back to ‘my world' and explained that I needed to feed the animals and get ready for a dinner engagement with friends.  She asked if she could feed the animals with me and of course I agreed.  As I fed the dogs I heard them speak to me.  This I've heard before but it seemed clearer, louder now.  We walked out to the barn to feed the horses and as I walked I became aware of many, many animals speaking to me... birds squirrels, snakes, flies, deer, spiders, hundreds of voices.  The voices were all talking at the same time and it was feeling heavy inside my ears.  I explained that this was most confusing because I couldn't hear each one separately and the level of noise was uncomfortable.  She giggled and said it will not always be this way.  My ears were opened fully and they were taking in EVERYTHING.  Now I just needed to speak to one at a time. 

The horses felt her energy and there was an exchange.  Anastasia is still inside my body at this time so the exchange occurred between my body and theirs... like bolts of lightening with swirling energy waving between us.  Again, I heard and felt the gratitude and excitement of the horses as they were given their meal.  It touched my heart to feel their gratitude.

Walking back from the barn I began to feel as though Anastasia's energy was disconnecting from my body.  I felt dreaming and very, very different.  I still had that numbness to my body, especially my mouth, nose, face and hands but I assumed we had detached.  I am not sure if we did, or if we ever will, because shortly after that I was turning my head from side to side and felt long hair on my back.  It was long, to my waist.  I touched my back several times, wondering if there was a cobweb or something else causing this sensation but there was nothing.  It was Anastasia's hair caressing my back.  It happened several more times after that. 

She comes to visit me often since that first encounter and each time she shares some useful information with me.  I highly recommend reading this series of books,  "The Ringing Cedars".  The energy and message is powerful.

Warm Rays of LOVE to you,

Jody